Wednesday, June 13, 2018

Entropy and the 2nd Law of Thermodynamics



ENTROPY


I was doing chemistry this morning, which isn’t my favorite subject so I generally try to get it done quickly, and I had to watch a lecture on entropy. Entropy means, “gradual decline into disorder.” And I thought, huh, that’s a cheery idea. (sarcasm) But the whole lecture is about how every chemical reaction adds to the disorder in the universe. Even if it helps us momentarily, it is destroying us in a different way. This idea lead to me to a few conclusions and ideas that I had kind of known before, but never really thought that deeply about.




First, that very clearly and scientifically destroys the theory of evolution. If disorder only increases, how do more intelligent species come into being? If the universe is constantly descending further into chaos, then how would humans evolve from some single-celled organism? It doesn’t make sense. The 2nd Law of Thermodynamics is a law for a reason. It can’t be disputed; it is always true. Laws like these give scientists the foundation off of which they should be making conclusions. So any evolutionist will probably try to ignore that concept of entropy, because it really destroys that stance. Then how were we formed? A perfect, all-knowing, all-powerful God spoke. And created us. That is a much more reasonable conclusion since it fits with the 2nd Law of Thermodynamics, we have an account of it in the Bible, and research and archeology backs it up.



Secondly, that means that we can’t stop pollution. It’s gonna happen. Literally every chemical reaction, everything we do, everything we create, pollutes the universe. Entropy is going to increase. Now I’m not saying that gives us an excuse to pollute like crazy just because it’s going to happen at some point. No. We have to be responsible stewards of God’s creation. We should do what we can to minimize the waste and not speed up total destruction. But I’m just saying, disorder and environmental problems will only get worse. Yeah, that sounds really depressing. You’re probably wondering what other depressing facts I have been pondering in light of entropy. Well, this one is really bleak.



Sin is getting worse. Don’t believe me? Look around. It’s pretty obvious and very sad. This morning as I was doing chemistry and contemplating entropy I had no idea what was going on in America. When I checked the news later I found that ten people were just killed in a Santa Fe high school. The question that rises to our minds when we hear something like that is; when will it stop? The answer; it won’t. Even if the debate over gun control reaches some solution, deaths will still occur. Humans brought sin into the world and we will always face the consequences of that sin.



Imagine a world without pollution, without shootings, without sin. Imagine how perfect that would be. Well, I do have good news. Our God is a loving God. Not only did he create this world, but he still takes interest in it even though we betrayed him. He still cares about us. So he provided a way out. He sent His ONLY Son to die for us. He gave us an alternative to the sin: Heaven. Trusting in God and the sacrifice of His Son means that He will give us the gift of eternal life with Him. That's a world where pollution won’t bother us. Where shootings won’t occur. Lives won’t be lost. And sin won’t exist. God offers a life without entropy. All it takes is faith.



My Gymnastics Life


For five years I was a gymnast, it was basically the most important thing in my life. I loved it. I made friends, I learned what courage and perseverance and patience really are. My journey in the sport started when I was nine, I began competing at ten. I had to switch gyms a few times though, and each time I did the transition was harder. I spent two of the happiest years of my life at a gym in Keller. And one of the most difficult decisions I have had to make was leaving my friends there and switching gyms yet again. It was hard, but I did it, and after that a new story was written that goes like this: 


730 days ago, exactly 2 years, a girl dressed in black stepped into the building on Clay Avenue in Haltom City and said she was there for a trial. She was shy, nervous, and unconfident. Gymnastics had been her sport for 3 years and she wanted this dream to continue a year longer. All she wanted was to push herself harder, become stronger, and see how far she could go, but realized that this year would probably be her last. So she wasn't looking for a home. She wasn't looking for friends. She looked only for someplace that could make her improve and show her who she really was. A few moments later she met a coach, a person who would shape her life in a huge way, and she knew it. The trial was scary, the girls in the back whispered about her potential as she went through the events showing off her skills. When it was over, she went to her old gym, bearing the knowledge that she would be leaving it soon. This was the day that changed that young girl's life forever. This day, May 3, 2016, set into motion events that would leave a lasting impact. 6 days later it was decided that WOG would be the place she would spend the next year. So she worked, just that introverted, intelligent, honest child, struggling to prove that she belonged there. She wasn't looking for friends and didn't find them. She never worked to earn praise or admiration from anyone, the knowledge that she did well was all she wanted. So one competition season came, and went. She pushed forward. Fighting was the only thing she knew, the only way she thought she could escape the turmoil in her home and in her heart. She didn’t consider where the journey was taking her, only that it couldn’t end yet. But she hesitated before paying for the next competition season, she knew she would only get worse, she wouldn’t improve any more. The pain in her life had caused an uncertainty that led to a mental block which held her back from making progress. But, knowing all of this, she still chose to compete another season. That decision caused suffering that would last for years and would almost defeat her. But it also brought an everlasting joy and change that would last her lifetime.


It was never easy, but the respect was already there giving her a platform for friendships that could actually last and be meaningful. There was a love she had begun to give and receive. A change had overcome her and given her confidence. And those feelings made it worth it to continue to the end of the second season with WOG.

 Now, at the end of two years, this girl knows what friendships are. This girl has found her voice and is no longer shy or unconfident. She found her life. She found love. She found who she was, Elaine Marie Csoros. Never a champion, but she is a contender. And she will always fight. Because I know how hard I can push myself, I made progress, and I changed my life the day I walked into that building.

Have you ever gotten a chance to push yourself like this? Have you been shoved into a difficult situation and come out of stronger? I hope so. Pressure builds diamonds and gymnastics has been a part of that pressure for me. I challenge you: Put yourself under pressure and watch yourself grow.


Diamonds



Fun fact: diamonds aren't actually rare. Diamonds have always been viewed as special, and they are, but not because there are only a few of them. Mining them hit full swing in the 1930 when the American stock market crashed. The De Beers company started seizing control of diamond mines and ultimately held a monopoly on diamonds until the 21st century. De Beers was also the company that populated the tradition of giving a fiancĂ© a diamond ring. Even now, this company holds 35% of the world's diamond production. Diamonds are the most common gem in the world and today there are warehouses full of them waiting to be sold. The perceived rarity is only due to a conscious decision to restrict the market supply, playing on diamonds’ scarcity several hundred years ago. Of course, the tradition of diamond engagement rings lent to how special these jewels were considered, and helped the idea that they were rare.

So they aren't rare, but I believe that they are rather unique. Just think about how they are formed: stuck under tons of volcanic pressure at really high temperatures for a long time. And the result is magnificent. One of the toughest materials in the world, and it still looks wonderful. God uses plain rock in a glorious way. When the pressure in your life is building up, when you can't see the positive outcome, think about this. God has a plan. A wonderful plan. And the end result will be more beautiful than you can imagine. Every so often, you should pause and reflect on who you are now and the progress you have made in the last section of your life. It will give you the hope you need to keep going, keep fighting, keep growing. 

When we are under pressure, God is making diamonds. Much of the world still holds on to the belief that diamonds are rare. And yet, you are a diamond. Created beautifully by God. And He continues His work in you every moment, especially when the pressure is high. Don't hide from the world. Don't let the world think that people that shine out are scarce. They shouldn't be. We should shine like diamonds for the whole world to see. Don't hide, fight your way into the open, be seen, and show the world God's magnificent work in you.

Speech: Importance of Time

Time is running out, use it wisely!!!


This is one of my speeches from last year on valuing time.











Your alarm goes off. 

Immediately you are up and frantically getting ready for the day. You wolf down breakfast, kiss your children, hug a loved one, grab a bag and with a hurried goodbye over your shoulder head out the door. 
If this was your day, an example your busy life and you realized that it could be about to end, is there anything you would have done differently? Would you have managed your time to have family moments? What about just spending more time at home or taking that one last moment to say "I love you"? Often our time flies too fast for us to realize that it is going by or remember that our days are numbered. Today I would like to point out the importance of valuing every second of our time and how often it gets taken for granted. Well, of course, the first step would be to define time. Psalm 90 says, “The days of our lives are seventy years” however time is a mystery. We sense its passing in our consciousness. We measure its progress with delicately adjusted instruments. We mark its flight and read the record it leaves behind. But the one thing we cannot do is define it.


The Bible teaches that time and life are tied together. Nature is like a huge clockmaker’s shop in which thousands of timepieces are ticking. The rotation of the earth marks the passing of day and night; the phases of the moon are the moving on of the months; the revolutions of the planets point to the march of the years. We speak of Father Time and visualize an old man with a long white beard who is holding a scythe in one hand and an hourglass in the other hand. But time is a thief. Time robs us of our health and strips us at last of everything that we have. So we have to learn to manage it around what is really important. In Psalm 90 verse 12, the author writes, “Lord, teach us to number our days that we might have a heart of wisdom.” The concept of numbering our days was explained to me like this: say you had a jar full of skittles, you wouldn’t think much of eating three or four, or eight. However when there’s clearly only six or seven left, you start valuing them more, scheming over how you can make them last a little longer or enjoy them a more. Same thing with our days, if we didn’t know exactly how many we had left, which we don’t, shouldn’t we value them as if every skittle moment was our last?

Of course we all have plans and ideas and probably even a schedule of how your day or week is supposed to work. However, unless God wills it, our calendar is useless. Proverbs 16:9 says “The mind of man plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps." Only what the Lord determines will get done. Now, that doesn’t mean we shouldn't plan, if I never wrote down at least what I needed to do each day I would never accomplish anything. However, it does mean two things that; 1, we cannot put stock completely in schedules, but in the Lord; And 2: we must put what is most important first. Our days are numbered and when our hour does come, we should not have to regret our use of time.

Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with 86,400 dollars it carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do with all of it? Of course you would draw out every cent! Each of us has such a bank. Its name is TIME. Every single morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It allows no overdraft. If you fail to use the day’s deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the “tomorrow”. You must live in the present on today’s deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost. Time is often referred to as money, but it way more valuable than the riches of the earth, because time is the one thing you can never get more of. The clock is running. We must make the most of today.


Then what qualifies as a "good investment" you ask. And does that mean no leisure? No, having fun and relaxing is important. But there are 3 things that you should invest in week to week; they are devotion, spending time with the Lord as well as reading from His word, work, supporting your family, and third spending time with your family. Let’s pretend these three balls are the time you spend in devotion, work, and with you loved ones, and the sand is leisure time. If you focus first on the leisure, there will be no room for the important activities. But, if good investments are prioritized, the leisure will fit in around them.


So we need to use every moment of our time in worthwhile activities, but that’s not just in everyday decisions, if you get a platform to influence the crowds, how would you use it. The Bible speaks of the young Jew, Esther, who was never expecting the change in her life when she became queen, and as she was struggling with what to do about the plans to kill her people, the Bible tells us that Mordecai said to her, “For if you keep silent at this time, relief and deliverance will rise for the Jews from another place, but you and your father's house will perish. And who knows whether you have come to the kingdom for such a time as this?” Esther was able to use the unexpected change in her life that God provided her to save the Jews. We won’t always have the clear platform though. Sometimes we must seek out opportunities to speak out and proclaim Gods Excellency. Amid the stormy seas of life and against the background of eternity, the present moment flickers like the flicker of a lighted match. What will you do with your moment? Proclaim Gods glory? Will what you choose honor Him? Maybe you were brought in to the world for a certain time, to make a certain decision to honor God. The clock is always ticking. Time in itself is neither good nor bad except as we make it so. But it becomes a crucial test, sifting us through and through, minute by minute. How are you reacting to that test? How does it affect you? Are you growing daily in the grace and knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ? Do you take advantage of every opportunity to study the Scriptures and to pray? Do you take advantage of every opportunity to witness for Jesus Christ? Every second of your life counts.


Often I worry about the time I have, thinking it may not be enough to do everything necessary. My motto often seems to be the words of Shakespeare, “Better three hours too soon than a minute to late.” Before an activity starts or we need to go somewhere, I will run around in a frenzy making sure everyone is ready to go to be exactly on time. When we get panicked about the time we have we need to remember Psalm 118:24 which says, “This is the day which the Lord has made, let us be glad and rejoice in it.” No matter what comes our way we need to rejoice in the time that God has given us and use every moment of it to honor Him. Bill Keane says, “Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift of God, that is why we call it the present.” Today is God’s gift and we need to enjoy every second. God will give us time in the day to do everything He needs us to accomplish, but it is our job to make sure we accomplish everything He has given us time for. Time management is a skill that comes with practice, and we won’t always make right choices about using our time, but it is about progression, not perfection, every day striving to spend more time in the important events.


Abraham Lincoln says, “In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.” Is your life making a difference? How will you be remembered? Did you impact someone in such a way to change that person for good? As Christens we should be leaving a legacy for Christ, filling our years with life. Maybe, just maybe, we won’t all change the world, but we can influence those around us, sometimes without even realizing it.

The Huffington Post writes in 2013 that one of the top regrets of successful people is that they did not spend more time with their family. So if your life flashes before your eyes, will you find that you did not spend enough time at work or in free time? Or will you wish you had spent more time with your family and in God’s word? There’s a balance we have to find in time management, but if what is necessary comes first there will be time for everything else later. So the question that faces you today is what will you do with your time?



Speech: The Weight of Interactions

This is one of the speeches I wrote and competed with this season, it's on interactions and the weight that they have.


That summer was one of the best I can remember. It was two years ago, and our family took a vacation to the beach in Alabama, we spent three days on the water just relaxing and every night we would walk along the shore looking out at the horizon. One day as we were walking toward the water I began looking at the footprints that my family and I left, as we strode along the beautiful white beach, numerous grains of sand would shift around our weight leaving holes. Later that night many of those marks were still there. But, in the morning, only the footprints that had been the deepest could still be seen. I began thinking about how one step makes such a change, and our interactions with others have a weight also. Today, I want to show you the weight of your interactions. That term “weight of interactions” sounds pretty fancy, but it just means that everything we do with others has an impact. I decided I wanted to leave my own footprint, one that wouldn’t be gone in the morning, but a mark that remained on the people I had touched. I am still striving for that today, and I want to encourage you to as well. Our interactions have a weight to them, an ability to leave a mark on people, so we have to deeply consider every move we make, every word we say.

I am not going to shake any foundational beliefs, I am not going to try to change your mind on anything, in fact, most of what I say you have probably heard before and you will probably agree with. But, I am hoping that by showing you the facts, you will begin to consider everything you do with other people.

But first, I want to explain why this idea of our impact on others is so important. The main reason we need to consider our interactions is because we are all immortal, so everything we do has eternal effects on people. I know, that sounds crazy but it’s true, we all live forever. C.S. Lewis says, “there are no ordinary people. You have never talked to a mere mortal. Nations, cultures, arts, civilizations- these are mortal and their life is to ours as the life of a gnat. But it is immortals whom we joke with, work with, marry, snub and exploit- immortal horrors or everlasting splendors.” Not a single person we talk with is truly mortal. We have the power to shape them into everlasting splendors. Hopefully, as we explore the weight of interactions, you can see how to use that power to make a positive impact. We are going to look at the myth of interactions, the mindset we should have about our interactions, and lastly, the mission, how to have a positive impact in every interaction.

First: The myth. Many people try to leave an impact by making others care about them. We talk about trials and problems and never care to listen to those of another person. The problem with modern interactions is it’s self-focused. Because of that, so many interactions have a negative impact. People can end up walking away from conversations feeling even more disappointed because they just heard someone else’s problems. That can be devastating, but what may be even worse is when we are too afraid to interact. When we make excuses for not meeting new people. We say things like, “I am an introvert.” “I am bad with names” “That person obviously doesn’t want to talk to me.” It gives us an excuse to stay caught up in our own world and not impact other people. This too, can have a negative result. On March 12th 2014 California State University hosted guest speaker Kevin Hines to share his story. When he described what happened to him, Hines says that in September of 2000 he took a bus to Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco. Hines had determined that his life was worthless so he would end it by jumping from the 246-foot tall bridge. He was the last one off the bus at the last stop. As he exited, he looked at the bus driver, desperate for a kind word. At that moment, this young man made a promise to himself that if anyone smiled at him or asked how he was doing, it would prove to him that someone cared, and he wouldn’t jump when he reached the bridge. But no one did. At one point a couple even asked him to take their picture, but, consumed with their own lives, they didn’t even offer a kind word. After a few moments, he seized the rail, and then plunged toward the water. Only 2 percent of those who have done the same thing have lived to tell their stories. Miraculously, Hines was one of those. He broke just about every bone in his body but survived. His story is amazing. But even more extraordinary than his survival is the promise he made to himself before he jumped. One smile could have saved his life. We could have been that one person on the bridge. Or that person on the bus with him. We could have offered a smile, or said: “have a good night.” And had we done so, we would have gone on our way, having no idea what that small act accomplished. But no one made that choice.

I see this everywhere I go, even in a world full of social media where everyone is “connected” I see people choosing not to leave a positive impact, as a result they leave a negative one. Interactions have become all about oneself, giving us an excuse to dodge making an impact.

What is the real mindset we need to have? The mindset that we as Christians should hold is that every interaction, and choice not to interact, has an eternal impact. We need to purposefully touch everyone we can in a positive way. I mean every person we come into contact with. Everyone you say hi to, everyone you text, the people in your family, the friends you see every day, any stranger that you meet, and the random person at Starbucks-- you have an opportunity to touch their life. If you walk passed someone in the hall today and don’t strike up a conversation, you miss a chance to brighten their day. And maybe it is someone who, like Hines, was questioning the good in man. If so, then your decision to walk passed them could have an unexpected result, because maybe you failed to show God’s love at the time they needed it most. So every move and every word has to be deeply considered before we act. I think of it like writing an email. You can ask my family, if I have to write an email it often takes me hours or even days to compose it.  I’ll form multiple rough drafts and show it to my siblings many times. I treat the send icon like a nuclear launch button. Inching toward it then quickly withdrawing to verify the message before finally clicking send. Even if you don’t go through this length to send an email or a text, chances are you consider those things more carefully than words you say. And yet, words spoken in person carry more weight than a simple message. Which means we need to think through them more.
 So what should you do when you walk out of this room? The mission that we have is to positively impact as many lives as possible. We can do that through two simple steps. First: Consider. If you are caught up in your own problems, then you cannot consider other people and how to impact them. Quietly consider every action, every word, and the impact you can have. There are two simple questions we can ask ourselves to know if we are using our interactions wisely. How many people do you see everyday? How many do you actually stop to talk to? If your anything like me than the answer to last question is surprisingly few. When I realized that I set out to change it using the second step: leave an impact. To leave an impact on someone starts simply by talking to them, showing a little bit of kindness. Such small actions can lift a person’s spirits. Getting asked how school is going, can make my day.  If someone I don’t know begins a conversation with me, it’s exciting. And now, I try to remember that feeling when I talk to others. It’s impossible to count how many people we can actually impact, but a recent estimate guesses that from age 15 to 90 you interact with 100,000 people. 100,000. What if we changed all of those peoples lives for the better? What if we even ended up saving a life? Or inspiring someone in a big way? It’s time that we start realizing this impact we can have, recognizing the power we wield to make an eternal impact.

This has become my mission, because I wish others had done this for me. I’ve always struggled with connecting with others, and two years ago, I was fine with that. I didn’t really hang out with anyone. Even last year I never tried to reach out to others, I didn’t feel like I needed to start conversations. I would walk past people with my head down. But then I finally realized: I was continuing the pattern. I wasn’t changing anything. Someone has to break this cycle, and it starts with one person. There is a theory that if one person goes out of their way to show kindness, then it starts a chain reaction. So, I tried. Yes, I failed a few times but slowly I began to reach out to people.  And now, I enjoy starting conversations with anyone, friends or strangers. I am trying to continue that chain reaction by speaking to you. I hope that you begin seizing opportunities placed before you each day to make an impact. Start by just striking up a conversation. You may not see the impact, but that doesn’t mean you aren’t making one. The more you practice, the easier it is to interact in a positive way with everyone. Now, when I see someone walking toward me in the hall I stop them and ask how they are. Because I want to leave a footprint that will not be erased. I no longer pass up conversations, because I understand the weight that they hold. Do you understand? Do you realize that we all have an eternal impact on people? If so, what are you going to do to leave your footprint?

Who I am

My name is Elaine Csoros, I'm 15 and I am a Christian, homeschooled student from Texas. From a very early age I have loved reading. I love words. Now that love for words has me writing things. Reading, writing, talking are all passions of mine. Who I am is shaped by the people around me and the things I do, my family, my job, my hobbies, all play apart in who I am today. Hopefully I can convey to you who I am through this blog. And yet, I don't want to be the focus of what I write. It isn't about me. This blog is for the girl who is struggling to know she is loved. It's for the boy who thinks he can't keep going. It's for those who stay hidden in the corner. It's for the ones who feel lost. I created this blog to give myself a voice, and in doing so to speak for those who don't speak up for themselves. My dream is for that voice to inspire hundreds of people one day. It is not about me, I want to inspire you, the reader. I want to inspire others to take a stand and seize hope. I want to shine light into dark days. And I want to challenge YOU to shine light. Throughout my posts there will always be a message, maybe it's one you need to hear.  

You can email me at fliptumblespeak@gmail.com


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